3sided friendship

sometimes, it sucks to have like many friends. i mean like, not that i dont like anyone or what, it's like when it comes to going out & dates crashes, i really dk which to go. you're my good friend, she's my good friend. all of you are at the same position. would someone even goes like comparing which friendship they have is stronger?? o.o

but then i realise, i have alot of friendships where there's 3people in that so call "clique" as what they say, if 3people take pictures together, the middle one will be the most "suay" one. jialat, im always the one in the middle.

few days ago, i went out with two of my friends ( names cant be told ) but they are among my close friends group. one girl one boy thats all i can say. then, halfway through, they started talking between they two about how good their father are, making me felt soooo left out. maybe because i dont have a father, so i dont have anything to say??? i asked the girl some question like " where shall we go now " or something , & she literally ignored my question ! i started pretending to use my phone, ignoring them. but actually, im hurt lol like srsly.

After that day, i didnt wanna go out tgt with fnds in 3. But, friends mah. Wont die one hor. There's one question i always wonder, can a guy & girl really be best friends without any feelings involved??? Best friends that act like couples, siblings ohmy. Would you prefer being in a relationship or in a "bestfriend" relationship??? HAHA. a guy friend like this would be soooo awesomee.

update soon.

xoxo